SilverWine: Misunderstood, freedom with family

SilverWine: Misunderstood, freedom with family: I once wished to be free; Free from responsibility. Free not to worry about a bill, free not to be worried at all Not to always feel ...

Misunderstood, freedom with family

I once wished to be free; Free from responsibility.
Free not to worry about a bill, free not to be worried at all
Not to always feel life was always going uphill where I would take the fall.
No need to worry where the next meal came from or
No problem I would have with car and the dead rusty kingdom.
To believe an incredible insurance copay, where would the money come from.
No worry to pay the sitter if ever she came to call,
Or just window shopping daydreaming of walking alone in the mall.

Those dreaded situations was like living all to fast,
looking for answers from that are subconsciously in the past.
Did the roses get smelled, or the moments ever noticed,
When all that was ever done is gone in just a blink of an eye.

Did it really matter of the money that was there
Wasn’t it more important the time that was shared.
Did it really matter if our cloths were in fashion,
Or was it the way we said our mom lines with love and  compassion.
Sink or swim was always on our minds
What did they really see, that or those special times?

To the park, on the bike, at the beach or a long nature hike.
Sitting in the car or walking home from school
Making yummy cookies while everyone else drooled.
The tea parties with feet, nails, hands and face.
Or just being at the end of that long hard fought race.


Really think back to what was really real.
Who’s expectations were you trying to meet during that rat race of a deal.
Trial by error was all you could do, it’s all what’s important and the way that they feel.
Keeping them safe and holding them dear that was what was real.
Was it the keeping up with the Jones or a other parents perceptions.
The love of a child is just sweet simple perfection!