Pieces have fallen into the abyss of black
Feeling as if I can't go back
Fixing what has been, done in the past
The future should be different
Special circumstances, other people, similar loves,
Unspeakable evils, those taken away in the night.
Forbidden as known to those who pray.
Liqueur induced, despise & deduced that
Thoughts of suicide always penetrate this life.
Pieces are missing, inside myself
Still same results, desire that derail into the inferno blaze
Happy to unhappy trails lingering in the down of the buzz.
Other side of the tracks caused life with all that has been held back
Til I write in a matter of gray and black
Always assuming the worse, holding growth seemingly forever back.
Don't know where all the roads go.
Looking for answers, none are the straight forward star of this show
A beauty who's friendless, the one is she, a threat of unendless hurt can it be
For you, it's she, in the mirror, its me, the soul that is burnt some days feeling beyond belief.
Too pretty or that attitude prevail all the while
The fun those made, so alone and hurt, could have made her fail
As a friend, or a lover, a good person or that other
The one threat is the one inside
Shiny the hair, sparkle of the eyes, the never ending tears
Holding on to the hope, dreams of the stars seen in the sky
Through the day and the night of one grief stricken plight.
Negative blessed temptress, blacked heart, exposed
A whole ripped everyday apart, by the demons of the flesh and soul.
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