Lie in the mirror

You look like a corpse, with that painted on smile
Dressed as an adult, but act like a child.

All about you
the misjustice that was done.
Why are we all to blame
and
you should be held on the sun.

Oh, such the perfect life,
that we all wanted to have.
Not knowing the inner pain,
never getting a chance,
just shutting yourself away,
behind the door
 this mask you have.

Showing to no one
not even the doctor you have

Saying what is needed to hear.
Losing the real truth in fear.
Having to deal with the ones that pushed,
to an utter non-existance.

When the tragedy doe set forth,
the reasoning of why you ran.
You can never change the out come,
not even, out of your hands.

Enjoy the drug, the mask you wear,
the secret lies you live,
and the heart that takes you no where.

You live out,
 of the sights,
 in order not to care.
Enjoy my sweet,
lay down, just sleep,
more of the drugs,
coffee or smoke,
Life is hard,
reality, no joke!


*********English notes from 4-13-2003***********